Love Letter to Your Thesis 2020: Most Inspiring
Our Most Inspiring Love Letter to Your Thesis is a poem by a PGR who wishes to remain anonymous, but who has shown us the potential for confidence, self-esteem, and personal power that research can have.
My Dearest Thesis,
I have been contemplating writing to you for a while,
but I was scared of being too hostile,
It is no secret that we had a tumultuous start.
I almost did not take you on due to my weak heart.
Wondering if you will feel proud.
You, I almost failed to acquire,
My bully fuelling the fire.
Will you do it?
Can you do it?
Are you smart enough? He asked.
No! I wanted to shout.
I think you are stupid! He spout out.
Somehow the stars aligned and things worked out.
I decided to raise you despite my self-doubt.
Dormant voices quietly whisper.
Smirking, I see him, the voices get louder.
Asking how I am doing? What are YOU about?
Unwilling to disclose, I nonchalantly respond.
Dreading his opinion of you, of me.
Tears don't stop when I think you can’t be.
It has been two years and I have yet to fight my demons.
But you will be, I guarantee.
This I promise you, I will give you my all.
I will give you my all. I WILL give you my all.
No regrets.
No excuses.
All these challenges, all these thorns,
All these provocations, all these walls,
I will break them.
And when I am done with you,
I will defend you my precious.
No, I am not stupid! I will shout.
Open and unpretentious.
This I pray.
Yours truly,
Well-wisher